Every time I hear another friend has started dating someone, a little piece of me aches. I am genuinely happy for them, but I am concerned time is slipping away for me. I have wasted so much time worrying about something I have no control over. Imagining how, if I manage to go on a date, it will end.
This upcoming year will be about changing my mindset and thus my behaviour. I will choose to live in the moment and have faith.
I anxiously await 2017.
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.