January 1, 2013
I know not what you have in store for me. It seems I still have a long way to go. I am healing in some ways, but feel broken in other ways. I long for contentment, as it seems my hearts' desire will not become reality.
January 8, 2013
Why is it that I am overwhelmed. Happiness seems to evade me. It is in reach for just one fleeting moment. Gone before I even close my fingers around it.
January 24, 2013
I am so done. Done with feeling worthless. Done with worry. Done.
Lord, will I ever feel peace? Will there ever be a day where I don't worry about tomorrow?
Although I am better than I've been in a long time, there are still those days where depression seeps in. The good thing is, it only stays for a day or two rather than weeks or months. My recourse of action - trust in the Lord, and take it one day at a time.
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.