Losing Control

I feel as if I am losing control. Over what I do not know. As it is, I have told myself many times, my life is not my own. So why do I feel this panic. Can I just sit by idly and let this feeling pass? Or is this a sign I need to take things into my own hands?   
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Ask. Sometimes I forget to ask.  Or don't want to. Asking involves vulnerability.

Seek. Sometimes I forget to seek. I have not sought the voice of the Spirit in me. 

Knock. Sometimes I forget to knock. Afraid of who will answer the door. 
Showing me an opportunity that will change my life.             

Matthew 7: 7-8