To want something so deeply you would do anything to get it. To blame yourself for not being good enough. To cry out and only hear the echo of your own voice.
I wander through this life living in the past and imagining the future. Even in the quiet my mind is astir. I tell myself just be still. Just be.
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.