There are so many emotions going through my mind. I can't go on, I'll go on. The chaos in my brain leaves me so tired. I really do not know how to explain it, other than chaos. Rational thoughts mixed with irrational. There are times I don't know which is which. Negative self-talk overshadows any positive self-talk I try to convince myself to believe.
I can't go on, I'll go on. Samuel Beckett
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.