Someone once said to me, 'I always have hope.' I wish I had that optimism. I've been hoping for the past 10 or so years. That's a lot of time to put my energy into something that may or may not happen. And at this rate is unlikely to happen. The hardest part is not knowing. Even harder is ignoring the feeling in my heart that won't give up.
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.