Originally written March 5, 2014
It's been awhile. I'd like to say I've been doing well, but that would be untrue. My anxiety seems to be getting worse. Little things that shouldn't make me nervous, do. I don't know how to shake this feeling.
I know you are watching over me, and giving me challenges that I can handle. It's just that I don't feel as if I'm measuring up. I ask that you grant me peace over these next few weeks. Because I really don't know how to do this without you.
Today: Like most, I'm trying to figure things out. Sometimes that's day by day, moment by moment, and even breath by breath.